simplicity

In the mood to blog.. I am suppppperrr studdy mode :) beside that life is great ;)

SF any takers let me noe :)

For love, u travel 600 miles, catch the 1st flight.knowing no time,distance n endurance ahead for all u live n die for is her..have u been in love? ;).

A Walk To Remember

Last week been one of the greatest and one of the worst week.
When to SF on an immediate feeling to it.
I woke up on Wednesday and I cought on a plane
The words she told me keep hunting my mermory
I had to see her, I had to explain.
Well enough, that night I had the night of my life
The view of the great San Francisco from Twin Peak
But it ended too soon, still I am glad that i went there for you
Like the winter to spring, everything has its time :)

Love is patient, love is kind.
It does not envy, it does not boast,
it is not proud.
It is not rude, it is not self-seeking.
It is not easily angered,
it keeps no record of wrongs.
Love does not delight in evil,
but rejoices with the truth.
It always protects, always trusts,
always hopes, always perseveres.
Love never fails.

The end of winter

I am happy that my exams are finally done. after listening to songs 32 music test song. 3000 words essay on jazz, ameiican pop music theory, 80 question on music and 60 last questioon on physics. But like every ending, it is still sad. I felt somehow that it is so lonesome somewhat, seeing the campus not as crowded as usual and my friends graduating. My heart fell for Mr D, my physics teacher, he was on the budget cut and force to find another job. He is a really nice professor, we have mutual understanding both him and I. Well but after all life goes on and I am definitely ready to let my hair down and PLAYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

at the end of the quarter after the finals, what kind of rays is in the campus??

THE MILLION $$ ANS IS

HOOOOOO--RAYSSSS!!!!

Finals

Finals are killing me.. I am sick today when my finals start today. How lovely is that? Anw life goes on, I still will do my best and get it done and over with. I am so looking forward to April.

ok thats all i should say right now. i have 3 papers of 400 words. 3 finals to take.

ray,
SMILE =)

I learn..

Today I really learn that the world is corrupted bu people of labels, people with status.
I went to Gucci today, I was not dress for it and I intend to go there that way. The service given was different then other times when I was more well dressed. I learn that people and society sees a person mostly by how the look and what car they drive? what is the label on the shirt? how thick is their wallet.

I am upset today because of that. It really was an eye opener.

I dont want to be defined by labels, who I am or what I am capable of buying but it seems that without it. The world just sees me like a nobody..

Tough choice aint it mate? Be dress and get 'respect' or dont dress and earn ur 'respect'

Friday friend..

The unsent msgs..

Hey friends around the globe. Ray hail from Seattle has a new no(+12063779070).Pls add him at confessions911@hotmail.com for Blackberry user.

Greetings from Seattle,
ray

Thx for making my morning fantastic, what could be better then to hear you voice first thing in the morning. ;) Gd day girl =)

Hey girl :) I hope ur day went great. Anw my day was alright. I just want u to be the last person i talk to before I slp. U have a great night eh :)

The Beautiful White

The beautiful white none other then RANGE ROVER
Agree?;)

Hectic Wednesday

Hummer H2 simply the best..

Tuesdays is always not bad.

Nothing much today, it was a really sleepy day and I did not get to do what was planned but no worries, tomorrow I shall do them all. I had my evening class which is rather interesting today and I had an assignment that I had done them just now before hanging out with the boys, in addition top that I had completed my assignment that is due tomorrow evening and Thursday.. Well its week 9 and the finals are coming up, need to be mentally prepared before walking it through.

Anyway I am taking Accounting 201,Economics 201, PE 154(soccer) and English 101 next quarter.Anyone else taking the same class? let me know aite =)

I always had fun with the guys =)

ray,
appreciate the sms and wall on facebook.

Lesson of the day..

Today I learn another financial thing that lead me not to spend my $$ on my wants but only for my needs.

The word is ' in the darkest possible situation, a lit of candle helps greatly'

So to speak that if it is the darkest financial moment (with the economy so bad it might just happens anytime) if you have a cash it will help you through the dark. But if you spend all your money, when the dark hits you, the very least you need to look for candle to see through the dark.

ray,
I took the wise woman words

I felt better =)

Yesterday is a history,that must be forgive but best learn not forgot
Today is a present that is best embrace
Tomorrow is a mystery worth taking a step in ;)


ray,
Behinds everything bad that happens, it will always be something good =)

=)

I am a little sad and disappointed because
I invested much time and effort but it just wont pay off.
I was not given a chance to prove myself
I still think until now that I deserved a shot at it, the very least
It is like sending in an application that you work for 2 years and put much effort and time into but in the end u don't even get an interview.what an ass agree?
and all of it is BECAUSE OF DISTANCE =)
how nice is that?

I also felt like I was questioned on my intelligence
It seems to you that I HAVE NEVER THOUGHT OF THE THINGS YOU SAID
I know it would not make much different but the real deal is better than the wanna be..


However I appreciate the honesty and I am glad to know that it wont be a two way street
After second thought I hate to admit that you indeed gave the best ans possible

Clearly its time for me to take another street

Anw everything happens for a reason and I embrace change..

ray,
thx God I am in the cloud no more..

My next car

CLS 500? agree?
http://permaisuri.com/product/default.asp

Awesome Thurs

I had a great overall day.. I would not complain.. I am happy with my life and I learn that
Time is worth more then $$$..
Lost money can be recover but can you turn back the lost time??
Anw I am so looking forwards to the weekend =)

Ray,
party mood dawg!

My shopping list

Felling better!!!!!

WE WE WE WE U WE U WE U WE!!!

RAY FELT BETTER AFTER HE HAD A DRINK
RAY IS FEELING HIGH!
RAY WANTS TO PARTY!
RAY GOT NO COMPANY
RAY DECIDED TO HAVE MORE DRINK
RAY FELT MUCH MORE BETTER
RAY IS TIPSY
RAY FEEL LIKE TALKING
RAY LOOK AT HIS CONTACT LIST
RAY CALL PEOPLE WHO WANTS TO TALK
RAY WONDERED WHAT TO DO? SINCE ALL THE PEOPLE HE CALL IS BUSY OR A SLP
RAY DECIDED TO HAVE A LONESOME PARTY
RAY IS GOING TO PARTY HARD THIS WEKKEND
RAY POST HERE =)

RAY GOING HAVE MORE DRINK
BUH-BYE ;)

Over and over again..

Life is tough shit! A choice I made long time ago when I was young and stupid eventually catch up with me over and over again.. Latest flash, $8000 to repair my car '=)'.. I was not racing I was not doing anything wrong but the car just quit on me, damn it.. Well, I will have a drink, smile and just walk go on with life.After all I am not angry because of the cost but just why my stupid past decision that is made long time ago had to catch up with me over and over again.

ray,
c'est juste la vie

I cant smile without you..

I had the worst day of the week so far..
But I cant show weakness or bitch about it..

Real Principle is not when you are in good time but when you hit rock bottom.


ray,
tired

You know I can't smile without you
I can't smile without you
I can't laugh, and I can't sleep
I don't  even talk to people on me
And I feel sad when you're sad
I feel glad when you're glad
And you must know what I'm goin' thru
I just can't smile, without you

You came along just like a song
You brightened my day
Who'd believe you were part of a dream
That only seemed light years away

And you know I can't smile without you
I can't smile without you
And you must know what I'm goin' thru
I just can't smile, without you

Some people say the happiness wave
Is somethin' that's hard to find
Into the new leavin' the old behind me
And I feel sad when you're sad
I feel glad when you're glad
And you must know what I'm goin' thru
I just can't smile, without you

Into the new leavin' the old behind me
And I feel sad when you're sad
I feel glad when you're glad
And you must know what I'm goin' thru
I just can't smile, without you

R.I.C.E the next TRUMP

I have a BRILLIANT idea!! I wish I CAN SHARE WITH SOMEONE!!!! but family is all I got..well I wouldn't complain..
Launching next, my very own brand.
R.I.C.E Private Limited.
Nothing less then the very best
Copyrights severed 2009.

R.I.C.E basically made out of
Respect
Integrity
Communication
Excellence

It is the staple food of Asia and I believe that for a business to grow it is essential to have R.I.C.E

For my first project for RICE,

I would pick a handful of qualified workers
What I would be looking in a worker is simple and base mainly of only 3

1. Loyalty
2.Honesty
3.Hard Working.

As I believed that the 3 important attribute is essential worker.

Secondly, I would survey the location with the best experts helping me.
I would then proceed from there.

Now, HAVE YOU BEEN R.I.C.E-d?

Not a favourable Monday

Well here we go again tough times are definitely on my agenda..After all, no one have completely perfect road of life.. I believe how I handle these situation right now would define me well in the days ahead..I had a god damn long day. not the best weekend, my car broke down on the freeway, I got locked out of my house but nevertheless I am grateful for life itself =) after all its how u dance in the rain and not how you survive the storm because the storm will be gone in a matter of time..

FACT OF THE DAY

To make matter a little extreme, I was taking a jog to my school from home for the first time. It was a pretty decent run to say the least, that was until
I overheard of someone saying this words

' Hun,so what time is dinner tomorrow?'

that moment I felt lonesome and cold.
For a split seconds, I felt Million $$$$ counts for nothing.


ray,
want to share my feelings with someone
any takers??

Something?

Something tells me that its not the time to do it.
Something tells be that I would be taking a risk, a position which I don't have to be in.
Something tells me that something is just not going to be right.
Something tells me that I don't need it.
I think I would go with my mind instead of my heart for once.

ray,
nothing beats disappointment.

Wednesdays are never bad

Hey there to anyone that views my blog or just so happen to visit.. Today was a nice and fast day.. I woke up around 11-ish and when for the meeting and to my surprise he was not high and mighty like what I have expected him to be but rather a lay back guy with bother line confidence(my opinion) but we did have a great time chatting and discussing about political issues..He called me a 'young executive man'..Actually I found him rather interested in my future which was a kind of creepy, a little..anyway after that was done. I went to have lunch with my friends and the spend the day with them.. I just got back home,took a nice shower, called my mum and bake myself pizza for dinner.. Here I am =) relaxing myself and going to read Trump's book although few of his business are not in a favorable position right now, I believe that I still have lots to learn from him..

Something new came across today, I was asked a direct yet tricky question

'So what kind of person are you? the rapper? the nerd? the easy going?'

Personally I was shocked when I was asked that question furthermore when I least expected it. Honestly I have not really think deep about it yet but I cant ans him that way so I did what I do best and said

' I am a person that get things done in best possible way, I believe that answer your question enough? if not I can go on talking about how I live my life around loyalty,honesty and hard work but I am sure a man of your intelligence do know that by now'

He was speechless.Yes I did turn the table once again ;)


ray,
missing asia!

I did my homework and now I am finding the appropriate dress code for tmr meeting : Daniel Liao

The softest word are the greatest

I just had a great talk with my brother and my mum. We discuss about politics and issues that is current in US as well as in Indo. I told my brother about me wanting to do a double major and I was glad that he listened and then respond. He told me that he do not encourage me to do double major but instead focus my time and effort in Marketing alone and do the very best to attain the very best. He mentioned that it is better to be a pro player in for e.g Basketball rather then to be a sporty person with no pro career at all. His words were taken into account greatly and take that into careful consideration.

However for my mum when I told her that I want to do double major her responds was ' boy, if you can get one its good already, what important is that you are happy and healthy' so I was speechless to her reaction but rather glad that I have a mother that took best interest in my health and happiness.

Today basically I spent half of the day watching the news and Obama speech. I fell asleep during one of his speech and when I woke up it was around 4 pm. I reluctantly rushed to sch for my music class. I was reluctant since I was not feeling well but on second thought I would feel guilty if I dont attend so I went anyway. After the class I went home, fix myself dinner,take a nice shower, watch NCAA while having my dinner, watch the news and listen to my relaxing music and call my family and here I am now =)
Going to do my homework and handle some work stuff...

ray,
surpised by girl's mail =)

Monday not my best..

I woke up and then I went to the gym, play tennis and basketball.. After which I went home, enjoy my afternoon coffee and took a brief nap.. Went out to have dinner and then bookstore.. It was not very pleasant experience in the bookstore this time round. I got tired after reading 3 books of Trump and his saying basically I was tired reading about investment, law, marketing and finance.

Today out of the blue,I read chicken soup instead, I picked it up from the teenage section. Oh boy i couldn't believe and I am not surprise why teenagers get depress now adays. The stuff they complied was about friendship,love and break up. Honestly I did not like the book and would not recommend it to anyone who is depress enough. I was not feeling 'depressed' at all but when I start reading of the beautifully describe emotions in the book, oh my it was horrible experience to even imagine it..
I did not feel like reading after that horrible incident so I went home.

Watch the news, it was basically about Obama granting 700 billions of new money to help improve the situation in States, GMC going bankrupt and Japan facing financially crisis..
After watching the news I was starving so made some warm tea and pizza and here I am.. watching Mr Bean Holiday and posting about my day..
and now I shall give Mr Bean my undivided attention, wee??..

ray

I have the best parents, PERIOD!

I am done with my homework and I just woke up.. I sleep in after dinner and so I wake up, had some dessert and took my medicine.. Anw I haven't brag and tell you guys what a lovely parents I have. For my recent birthday, my mum got me a hp which I love very much and if I were to buy it myself it would probably in my prime.. and my dad got me something that really surprise me. He did not get me a new car or new watch this time round however he gave me a TOUR PACKAGE

3days 2 nights in Miami,Florida
3ays 2 nights Cruise from Florida to Bahamas
3 days 2 nights Orlando,FLorida plus Universal studio tour.

3days 2 nights in Las Vegas
3days 2 nights in Mexico, some place where is suppose to be romantic.
Everything were included in the package, from breakfast,lunch and dinner to tickets and even CASINO MATCH PLAY MONEY! for the cruise. So wonderfully planned by him.anw all schedule on an open booking so I can literally escape when I needed one.
What cheeky about my dad was that he paid for 2 tickets for everything .

When I received my travel documents in mail on my Birthday, I gave him a call and he wishes me Happy Birthday and on top of it he said ' I got u 2 tickets right? find a girlfriend already would u?' I am totally speechless.. I was lost of words when he threw that words in my face..I took a while to ans him and finally said 'very well,its going to take awhile before I travel then =) ' n then he was speechless ;) I won!!

ray,
recovering

Chilling Sunday

I went out for lunch and I watch movie today, it was out of the blue so I watched it alone. I have a free ticket anw so I watched 'confessions of a shopaholic' it was overall a great movie but its not that gd that i would watch twice. Anw related to the movie,something struck my mind and it is about definition. What define a person? that was the question that struck my mind. Is it a high-paying job? the expensive things and the diamond ring? a mansion and sport car?. Looking at the media, I got influence,I use to think that money and authority define me very well.. but as I grow older I learn that I don't want those things to define me. So i ask myself what would define me? I thought long and wide for the best possible after sometime and I finally got my ans.
I want nothing more but the person that I love to define me..

ray,
having dinner!

Sick sick sick

Oh V-day was alright, somehow i do not feel lonely or being left out. I played a beautiful game of basketball and made myself a wonderful dessert today.. but i had trouble slping, i just cant breath right. other then that overall i had a great day. well i couldnt slp and woke up at 4 am.. start surfing the net and here i am, going to try to slp back. oh my, next week is a busy one for me and i have lots due on tuesday. lucky for me that monday is president day so there is no sch. I hope i can get well real soon. gd morning USA, gd night Singapore

ray,
slp tight swettie =)

Friday the 13th is SICK!

Okay woke up with the feeling of sickness. I went for the physic test but not the lab anw I went to the gym and play basketball. So tired, sorry guys I really dont feel like going out today. I feel like reading, watching comedy central,pasta and dvds which is what I am doing.. Okay thats all for today. Looking forward to spending Valentine with you =)

ray,
I wanna marry AMERICAN!!!!

I am the happiest!!

I love my birthday indeed it is a HAPPY Birthday for me =) thx for the gesture of wishes guys.
Thx for the surprise, I really wasn't expecting it. and mostly thx you to you for making tonight so wonderful, the dinner was great and full of laughter but the supper is mind-blowing.. I cant imagine how u arranger the 3 guys to place songs at Oasis??!!! It was definitely romantic,sweet. Best surprise I got on my birthday so far..See you soon =)..

Ray
Finally I have found a romantic person that isnt me .
How is that for a line? ;) HAHA!

Wednesdays are never bad

I love basketball..So tired after playing 4 hours of bball. overall I had a great day but tiring =)
i am going to have a coffee and read a book at the same time.

Darkest hour, thats in my agenda

I couldnt slp and my soul refuse to be comforted. It'll be the start of my many nights like this.I think I figured why my mum was that way and I would not blame her. Another new possible problem is ahead for me, suddenly I feel like my dream just shutter like glass being broken into pieces. In life I had feel God's grace many times before from little things to the one that almost took my life away. I believe he had great plans for me but times are weary and I feel a little exhausted to fight this battle, time and again. Well, I believe that he will save me like he always does.. Its always darkest before the morning light breaks, I know that I am in my dawn hour and coming to the night but what I do not know is what time of the night will I be entering before its sunrise again? Whatever it is, at leat I am prepared and know what I can expect.. I believe that that is just life, like the weather there is always a period for everything even the snow,sun and the storm. So bring all you got on me and take your best shot for I am ready and asure you will put up a gd battle

ray,
preparing for battle ahead

Tueday Truth

I look forward to the end of today especially to the end of my mid-term, I thought I did well on the mid-term however when I got back home and gave my mum a call to ask for her opinion and certain enough not approval it took me by surprise, her responds...

Never in my life have my parents let me down
Never in my life I'm disappointed in my parents for their words or action..
They always see me all the way on little things, financial trouble and troubles that seems to end my life.But the words my mum said just then were so clear to me that when time are going tough, she will not have my back. I was slam with disappointment but then again, I had disappoint them at times, I thought they always got my back cover no matter what it is. But its all good, after all its time to grow up and stand on my two feet.I started to see another view of my family and I have to say it sure was not the best view possible : when the going gets tough they don't got my back,lets hope I forgot to put on my vision aid or at least not a complete view...I take into account that every family have problems but this is just the one that I wouldn't tolerate given any circumstances.

I have manage to convince myself,giving her the benefit of the doubt and thinking that my mum had use very bad word choice.But if I ever got to choose between a) wealthy family b) family that has nothing more than enough to provide with each other's back in addition

I would choose B because I believe that having core values and support is essential.

If I have a family and I can't be there to catch each one when they fall while I am still breathing albeit in the sun or storm and on my last breath,consider me nothing but a grown man that is better off single and left alone.

I felt how disappointed u were but lighten up, for u have a clear view of your supporters:

ray,
I CAN BE DEVIANT BUT U SURE WONT WANT THAT.

Monday Blue

Today was a long and unproductive day. Overall it was rough and not one of those days that i would love to repeat if possible but then again, this is life so i just have to accept it..well anw i have my music test tmr, and honestly i dont give a damn about it anymore..anw enough said.

P.S
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PxwvikZrwAE&feature=relatedmaybe i didnt treat u quite as gd as i should have
maybe i didnt love you quite as often as i could have
little things i should have said and done i just never took the time
but u r always on my mind
maybe i didnt hold u
and i guess i never told u that i'm so happy that u were mine
if i made u feel second best
girl i am sorry i was blind
u r always on my mind, u r always on mind
tell me, tell me that ur sweet love hasn't die
pls give me one more chance to keep u satisfied

A lovely Sunday

Woke up at 9am, it wasnt a pleasant way to wake up this morning. Nevertheless i went to downtown to eat Samurai noodle. Went to barnes and noobles after that.. I had a great time reading for over 3 hours, i cant believe it myself, i am finally reading.. So the book that i read and find it great that i just have to buy was Trump Branding 101.. It is so great and his word choice is excellent. After which i had a gd game of poker.. around 6 i left to UW for my tennis lesson but to my surprise, James(tennis coach) wasnt there. So i head down to Chinatown to have my dinner after which i went to grab a quick coffee at U-Village. After so, church was my initial plan but i was exhausted so i was thinking to go to the gym for sauna albeit Sunday and they surprisingly they were already closed for the day. I then decided to head home to watch the Grammy but i couldnt find it listed in any of the channels that i have access to.. to my disappointment i decided to soak myself in a nice warm bubble bath, listening to my favs and reading the book again. and here i am!! =) 10.18pm and replying emails and getting ready to study for my upcoming music test(or maybe just mentally getting ready to it ;) btw i really have no interest in that class..

ray,
relaxing day.

The re-opening and sharing of myself again =)
Enjoy the songs, they are my favs


ray,
Quella vita giusta