Darkest hour, thats in my agenda

I couldnt slp and my soul refuse to be comforted. It'll be the start of my many nights like this.I think I figured why my mum was that way and I would not blame her. Another new possible problem is ahead for me, suddenly I feel like my dream just shutter like glass being broken into pieces. In life I had feel God's grace many times before from little things to the one that almost took my life away. I believe he had great plans for me but times are weary and I feel a little exhausted to fight this battle, time and again. Well, I believe that he will save me like he always does.. Its always darkest before the morning light breaks, I know that I am in my dawn hour and coming to the night but what I do not know is what time of the night will I be entering before its sunrise again? Whatever it is, at leat I am prepared and know what I can expect.. I believe that that is just life, like the weather there is always a period for everything even the snow,sun and the storm. So bring all you got on me and take your best shot for I am ready and asure you will put up a gd battle

ray,
preparing for battle ahead